The earliest notebooks I can find of my own poetry is dated 2004, and so this has been (so far) a 15 year-long process for me. You can’t improve if you don’t keep writing, so I will be featuring old poetry, drug out from the catacombs of my teenage notebooks in order to provide juxtaposition to my more recent work.
Originally written in January 2005, this was submitted to a state-wide high school age writing competition through the California State University, San Bernardino. My sophomore English teacher encouraged me to submit a piece, and this poem won 2nd or 3rd place for my age group, if I remember correctly (the award is tucked away in some memento box somewhere.) At the conclusion of the competition, they published a small collection of “Teen Poetry” that I also cannot locate my copy of. Go figure.
In the Morning
The world is swimming
In pools of blue velvet
But I’m safe
On our bedroom island
Making sure not to
Fall out of rythym
With your even breathing
Inhaling the last breath
You brought to your lungs
The sheets scattered
But remain peaceful
We didn’t even touch
One another, fingers
Clutched to my chest
To quiet the rapid beat
As so not to wake you
Silently sharing
One anothers
Comforting warmth